or some kind of a guilt over the actions between us? Thank you.

Assuming you are not feeling abused (in the wrong way)….it is hard for a sub to form a Dom, but ok…

Communicate. Keep reminding Him you feel good about what He does. Express your desire for more. Make Him know you are not mistreated.

Lifestyle. Emphasize that this is the two of you living your life. Outside moral and other’s opinion means zero. You are grown-ups, making your way.

Rights. You have submitted to Him. Repeat that you understand that He has the right (and obligation) to do what He likes with you (safety and agreed hard limits considered). You expect and like that.

Normalize it. Show some elegant and eloquent blogs from female subs/slaves here at Tumblr that thrive from submission and where there are no reason for guilt or remorse. (The need for control. Pride over marks. Craving of pain. Realization of male superiority. Pleasure from subordination etc.).

Don"t tell Him what to do. But do emphasise that you need and enjoy (in which ever way that is) the bad stuff he does. If He is the type, He may thrive from a senior Dom/Master/Sadist mentor.

whats the age gap?

Almost twenty years. Ideal for raising and disciplining a little slavegirl.

A week ago the slavewhore hesitated for a second to pleasure her Owner. There were indeed impeding circumstances, but her priorities must always be kept in order. she takes care of her Owner – everything else is secondary and subject to her Owner’s permission. There shall never ever be any doubt on this. she was of course severely caned. (Even the brave li’l slave thought it was Hard this time) And now her Owner keeps her in a phase where he rapes her hard, randomly bends her over for usage, and constantly takes her without forewarning of preparation. she always learn best the harsh way…..

Kept tight and unable to escape. Tamed and taken. Whorishly red nails kept to perfection. Long nails to slowly travel along her Owner’s balls. Beautiful hands with promises of pleasure. And her slavering in place, unremoveable, defining her. And then the engagement ring with its special and irrevocable engraving…..

How often does it pleasure you? How often does it get pleasure? Is it allowed to cum?

It is trained to attend its Owner’s cock first thing in the morning, which is its Very First Thought when it wakes up. It fondles its Owner’s cock Every Time it gets kissed. When told to suck His cock it Never Ever Stops until it is told to. It pleasures its Owner when it is ordered, any time, anywhere. And it is bent over, raped in its sleep, and taken hard, all the time, every day. And even when hard for it, it takes it with a smile, gets horny, and thanks her Owner for being used. All this has been whipped into it and no exception or hesitation allowed. Any deviation is met by severe punishment. it is never ever allowed to cum without permission. It is trained to be mentally unable to. Sometimes it is not allowed for a week. Sometimes it is being edged for long time, At other occasions it is forced to cum 5 times in a row (and it is trained to cum hard every time, to the very core of her being). its orgasm are always for its Owner’s amusement, not its own. it is trained to feel pleasure from its Owners orgasms. It is a good slave. (But remember, sex is just a part of its slavehood).

How do you keep it fit? Does it have an exercise regime? Any flexibility training?

It is fit by nature and through a history of activity. However, recently, food, candy, drinks and snacks have become strictly regulated. Exercise is on the daily agenda, but will need to be enhanced and enforced stricter. It will remain fit at all costs. Chained in the basement, starved and exercised if need be.

Do you use its birth name? If not, how long has it been since it has heard its old name?

Never. slave does not have a name; it is not a “person”; it is slave. It is primarily:
“566” (short for its registred slave number and its real name now). Can also be
“slave”
“whore”
“slut”
“li’l girl”
Depending on what it deserves and what her Owner wants it to be. it has not heard the old name from its Owner for 16 months. Unfortunately it has to be let out and act outside occasionally. Then it may be talked to by outsiders using its old name. It is told this does not give it its name back.

Look how beautifully her collar defines her. An Owned slave, slender, conquered, helplessly kept. she is her Owner’s property. The titanium collar is far stronger than her neck, and is eternally locked by her Owner. It is always with her, she is always slave, whether she likes it or not. Taken, owned, collared, trained, used, enjoyed, and (if you can read the pendant), cherished.

In her right place again. Where she shall be. As you dear followers have seen her before. she neglected for a moment her primary duty, disappointed her Owner, and she did this with an ugly face. Later she was severely beaten, for an extended period of time. The more beaten she gets, the better she turns out, and the more beautiful she emerges. It was hard for her, but, as we know, worthwhile. Here, in her place, the slave thanks her Owner for being harshly beaten making her fully understands her failure. The slave gratefully kisses her Owner’s feet for His care and for being improved. Always beautiful in her place.

A good slavegirl. The sweet li’l creature is trained to always put her Owner’s wellbeing first. He eats first, He drinks first, He showers first. The slave always takes care of her Owner, here she washes Him softly and carefully. Then she awaits by His feet, hugging His leg tight, enjoying the residues from her Owner’s shower. she may be allowed to shower and clean herself when her Owner is done. If she has been sweet and pleased Him, she is allowed to use warm water. A lovely piece of everyday life.