Beaten, broken and raped. Repeatedly. Finally at ease, falling asleep kissing her Owner’s feet. In her place. And indeed, she had earned the spot at her Owner’s feet, serving hard under the whip and the cane. First some stern punishments for dis-respect. Then some disciplining for keeping standards up. Finally, some lengthy, sheer sadistic, pleasure, as adviced by the slave-trainer, entirely for Owner’s and Trainer’s benefit. A blissful eve.

Up to now, slave has been nurturing the baby, hence her breasts have been somewhat protected. These days are over now. The breasts are again prime target for sadistic pleasure and crude disciplining. Told to straighten her back, push her breasts forward and get ready, she complies readily. What a beautiful sight, the lil girl breathing deep, awaiting the flogger to rip her breasts and the much dreaded pain to ravish her! her Owner feels sweet satisfaction.

slave is taken into a new phase of training. It is at the same time a restart and an acceleration of her submission. The aim is to (re-)cement the foundations, while also establish the Absolute and the Total. One of many strategies is to slowly, step by step establish the basic values a good slave should harbour. her Owner has unintentionally let her slip and it must be remedied. In addition to her Owner, an experienced slave trainer was engaged, and she will be worked over from several directions, in her mind and her body. Here her trainer improves her “…since you already confessed your bad behaviour in finding and staying in your place I have no other choice than ask Owner to give you extra punishment that comes from me.” her trainer sentenced her to 7 medium and 3 hard strikes with the harsh cane; her Owner executed the punishment. We were pleased with the result: if you look carefully, you can see exact the 7 minor, and the 3 major stripes. And if you could hear the slave’s whining and whimpering, you (or at least the sadists among us) would enjoy it too. It will be repeated until the right behaviour is firmly in place. One core value at the time….

AN OFFER TO THE RIGHT DOM
Most would believe – I assume – that the hick-ups in her enslavement emanated from too many and too harsh demands on the slave making her too repressed and too tormented. In fact, it was/is rather the opposite. slave needs tighter, deeper and harder. In that spirit, I Owner is looking for serious in-depth online slave training for the slave, which ideally will be pursued in parallel to, or in concert with, Owner’s regular use and everyday training. For the right trainer, I will make her available on terms with very very few limits. The girl is highly receptive to a certain form of strict and absolute slave training, including forceful mental dimensions. Full openness with Owner is requested. Please contact privately for details.

Sincere apologies to all our followers – all the
6 000 – and our frequent visitors: we have not posted for long time. We have been through some harsh times and the road to the girl’s total enslavement has taken an unusual turn. Yet we will return to posting, still aiming for seriously exposing the journey as it winds before us. Please stay with us!

she is a perfect whore. she must always look her perfect in order to inspire her Owner to rape her and torture her. her Owner is getting increasingly pleased with her body shape, although the final stretch remains to trim and tighten her. Today He drenched her in His pee, sent her to the shower, and inspected her. He was pleased with her tan and long, naturally blonde hair, reaching, as you can see, all the way to her ass. A fine little creature that only needs some harsh physical exercise and some dietary discipline to approach perfect (and if course regular beatings to prevent failure). Nothing less than perfect is accepted.

The slave did not reach her weight loss target six months after her pregnancy. Now harsher measures need to be applied. Though she is luscious with ample breasts and nice curves, we all want her back to her tasty slim, slutty self. Right!? As an extra incentive, she is being caned every other day. The formula is ten strikes per kg overweight. Yesterday she was four kg over her ideal weight and received 40 strikes with the rattan cane. To be continued….

After a particularly tough beating or experience does she receive any aftercare, or is it just business as usual?

I like to believe she gets what she deserves at all times. Being a good slave, taking a thorough beating bravely, learning her lesson and becoming wet and ready to be raped (as she has been trained to be from a beating), she will be well taken care of. When she is a perfect little whore serving her Owner meticulously, she may eventually be allowed to orgasm. To the contrary, being whining, or showing any form of resistance, she deserves to be chained in the basement until attitudes change. (Basement has been used too little recently though for obvious reasons). Or repeated (i.e. Doubled) beatings for learning proper behavior. she gets what she deserves.

Thank you for a beautiful blog. I have a few questions. Do you know many people who have more or less the same dom style as you? To be honest, from what I have seen here it is difficult to find something similar ( no age play and honestly even though you seem to be brutal I do get an impression you are extremely caring). One more question, how was her relationship life before she met you and how old is she? thank you

The slave is 36. she had little, but one deep experience before, and a lifetime of fantasies and desires. I think that every Dom is wired differently and that the “BDSM”-label is a mis-nomer. As it seems, most would equal BDSM with rough consensual sex, mainly pursued in sessions. In contrast, this style is less consensual (she is Owned, slave and has no power and no rights, and cannot leave), but more caring than most (the more power her Owner possesses, the higher the demand on care and responsibility), and the D/s is integrated in everyday life with no pauses or relief, for good and bad, wrestling with all dimensions of life. Not all would appreciate this (but some would, believe it or not, you haters out there!).