Indeed it makes sense. What a beautiful and insightful question! It it is well phrased and reflects the slave girl’s mindset very well: The girl fears pain and can hardly endure it at times, but she loves the satisfaction of her Owner more than she suffers from her own pain. Lucky for her, since she does not have the luxury to chose anyway…. The girl’s ultimate desire is to become exact that which her Owner wants her to be. And that is immensely beautiful in her Owner’s eyes, worthy passion and commitment.